Warning: Content of “Journal 1″ definitely NSFW.
Today, Dr. Marcus showed me a picture book. He said Tom of Finland made all the pictures. All the men have big boners. I wonder if they’re waiting for someone to get well by licking on them. Some of them have their boners in other men’s asses. Dr. Marcus told me this is the next step in getting well. When he thinks I’m ready, he’ll stick his boner in me. I wonder if hurts. Sometimes it hurts when I have to shit and Dr. Marcus’s boner looks bigger than some of my shits. I told him I like the lollipop routine, but he just nodded and told me I’m going to have to take it up the ass if I want to get better. I feel I’m getting better by “going down” on him every day and I do want to get better. I asked him if all doctors do this to their patients. He told me yes, even the female doctors do it by wearing strap-ons.
I told Edmund what Dr. Marcus told me and he said Dr. Marcus is a faggot and he’s trying to turn me into a faggot. He told me if I told anyone, they would not believe me. Edmund’s smart, but he’s not nice. He told me his doctor doesn’t do any of that faggot shit with him, but I think he’s lying.
Dr. Marcus told me that Dr. Petersen has a small dick for a Swede, so he has to wear a strap-on when he fucks his patients. I told Edmund what Dr. Marcus said and he said, “That’s a lie. Dr. Petersen doesn’t do any of that faggot shit. If you want Dr. Marcus to stop the blowjobs and the fucking, then you must bite his cock the next time he sticks it in your mouth.
“Journal 2″ will be posted on September 10, 2008.
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Tags: Benny's Narratives, medical abuse, NSFW, Tom of Finland, Trepan
